some dreams live on in time forever
those dreams,you want with all your heart
and i will do whatever it takes
follow through with the promise i made
put it all on the line
what i hoped for at last would be mine
if i could reach,higher
just for one moment touch the sky
from that one moment in my life
i am gonna be stronger
know that i have tried my very best
i would put my spirit to the test
if i could reach
some days are meant to be remembered
those days we rise above the stars
so i will go the distance this time
seeing more the higher i climb
that the more i believe
all the more that this dream would be mine
"reach" by gloria estefan & diane warren
hitting the highnotes
a simple girl in a big big world
Seldom,very seldom does complete truth belong to any human disclosure; seldom can it happen that something is not a little disguised,or a little mistaken.
- Jane Austen, Emma
Talking much about oneself can also be a means to conceal oneself.
- Friedrich Nietzsche
sounding the rhythmof life
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Simply because I was going crazy with work and needed some distractions hehe. Took this handwriting test. Got this link from Meishi's blog. They ask you questions like the size of your words, the way you write your t and y etc. Quite fun heh. Can't show the pictures of my supposed handwriting here for each section though. Here's the text analysis.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Bernie has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Bernie fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Bernie has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. (Hello,I am trying to save paper here!)I would not be surprised if Bernie just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator.(ROFL, okay I do that sometimes.Whatever happened to making yourself feel at home?)This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want.(Ya, the 'die die also must get what I want' mentality haha)There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Bernie finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?)(-_-'''')Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Bernie has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people. Bernie is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner. (Of course,who doesn’t know I’m a hermit.)
Bernie's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Bernie that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them.(Who the hell dares to tell me this?!)Bernie also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Bernie is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Bernie's self-concept is artificially low. Bernie will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Bernie to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis.(Yeah,one day at a time baby, no long term plans)She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Bernie is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.(Okay,just realized this whole chunk here is exactly the same as Meishi’s haha. How sad lah,we have low self-esteem.)
In reference to Bernie's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Bernie slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Bernie can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.(Uh-huh, sounds ok but I’m not too sure I get what you are getting at lol. Need time to digest.)
Bernie will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!(Really,I guess only the other person will know,oops. I don't always give my opinions anyway.)
Bernie is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Bernie will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad.(Mood swings + PMS??) She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Bernie an ambivert.(Ooh, ambivert. This is something new.) She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her.(Eh,where got so gullible!)She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Bernie is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.(No lah,tear ducts malfunctioning usually.)Bernie is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.(True true)
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Bernie doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.(I think I do well enough heh)
